Today is an atypical day because I took leave! After working for nearly 4 months, this is the second time I took leave and i'm very proud at that. Haha. I went to see my eye doctor and the great news is that he said that I am discharged. Meaning I need not go for any more follow-ups unless it gets worse of course. Yay, I am contented. I won't ever want to go through the turmoil of the eye drop anymore. And I want to cherish every single day I have left at my company too.

Things are getting complicated, particularly the fact that I am at the cross roads of my life and I have too many paths I can take. After a while, I realise that no one is going to appear and enlighten you, ultimately its up to yourself. The fear of making the wrong choice is there and every little thing you hear makes you rethink it all over again, round and round, over and over. Sometimes, the littlest of things reminds you of a past best not raked up and you start to close up. The reminder is bittersweet and yet unpleasant. For me, I choose to consciously forget. Some things are just better left unsaid.