Firstly, I want to thank all those who reassured me when I was feeling depressed about the results of my uni application. I didn't let my parents and myself down this time. I got an offer for *drum rolls* ntu mathematical science! Albeit the fact that it isn't accountancy which will and always be my ideal course, its still somthing I like so I'm quite sastified. I still want to wait for the offer from nus if applicable of course, but I hope it better be soon because I realise the deadline for the acceptance is on 1 june. And being fickle minded, I will sure take ages to come out with a decision. Oh well. But I'm still happy (:

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To date, I think I have done at least 2 months of usher duty. I am really glad that I volunteered my duty as I have really learn a lot of things and strengthened my faith. It really humbled me to see other believers out there who suffers alot more but yet still maintained a strong belief and determination. With time, I hope I can do my duty better and serve them.

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As for work, there is yet another new temp so I am the highest in seniority! Haha. But I am still the youngest, how frustrating. And yes money is really hard to earn especially in an office environment. Its not just how efficient you are in finishing your work, but also the way you carry yourself, your relationship with people and the politics. After this past month, I am quite disillusioned by many things. The line between sincerity and hypocrisy is really a blur at times.

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And to end, I want to thank pris for ordering (without prior warning) the dress for me (: I am not being sarcastic here, but really xie xie. I know that sometimes I may not reply your messages as frequently as I do last time (this extends to my other friends as well), but to me, you will always be important. In fact, all my friends at this point of my life are. Serious.