Okay but I don't really have any feelings about that. For me, it ended when econs is over. Oh well. Of course, the fact that I can slack less guiltily now perks me up. (: Hmm, but I think this is the first time I spent the last day of my exams in a quite unhappy way. Oh well. But I seriously need to pack my room, its in an incredible state!

Hmm, I have just been thinking if friendships that are broken can ever be recovered. Okay, the reason I am suddenly inspired to think about this was because I recently discovered something somewhere. It makes me wish she or he doesn't exist, but maybe I should be the one who should not exist. Ah and truly, some things are never as simple as you want it to be, no matter how hard you wished, hoped or promised, if it has already changed. I am still in a dilemma of what to do about it. I am super afraid of making the wrong decision which puts me in this bad position that I am in today. Okay, and I realise this paragraph is highly inferential. (:

On a slightly happier note, I can go shopping and trips soon. And hopefully, my doctor doesn't pronounce me dead tmr. ( crosses finger) Jiayou Li Lin, not sorry. Yeah, don't apologise to me. Most of the time, the damage would have already been done.