With exams and everything, its hard to be really happy these days. It doesn't help that I suddenly have floaters in my eyes, yes at such an young age. I keep seeing a black dot everywhere I go and other things flying around, which is really quite bothersome as my eye hurts. Meaning also that I no longer have the mood to study. Well, I guess serve myself right for not looking after my eye properly. I am still trying to come to terms with these floaters as the doctor say that it is unlikely that it would go away due to my severe myopia.

I wish to say I am strong but I am not. I appreciate those who listened to my woes and tried to cheer me up. Thank you, I will surely try to get used to my impaired vision. At least, I am not blind yet. I guess this would be the penance for my sins, yes I have done alot of wrong things. Its too late to say sorry now, best to just keep to myself from now on.

Jiayou to everyone. Ooh I want to go for derrick's autograph session but mum don't allow me, sighs. Protest protest! Heh.