Well, I think I had a pretty surreal week Self-explanatory. My rank points drop at least 10 points. Admittedly, it is easy to work hard, but hard to pick yourself up and away from the disappointment. I hope I would have the will power. Anyway, I also made a little promise to myself which I hope is not entirely impossible, going to work towards it.

Frustration and annoyance plagued me throughout the week. I think I ought to re-think about some of my actions and behaviour. For those who may understand, the unknown future is beginning to bother me. Even at a young age, the society we live in is already putting pressure on us. Schools and classmates are two good examples. In the past, I would probably care lesser and do what I want to do, but time has make me realise that that is just an ideal situation. Its irritating me, all the talks and abruptly I know everything will eventually be forced to come to a stop.