Gah, I shouldn't be here. I should be studying! Oh man, the panic is getting to me. I want to pull my hair out, stuff myself with food and blast the music. I have like uncountable number of chapters left to study and so far, I have completed only like 2 chapters of physics! Damn, and I only have 21 DAYS left. Okay, chill. What I really need to do is to get myself not addicted to wahjong and far far away from the computer and tv. Probably switch off my phone too.

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I have no idea what happened to us. I am such a failure when it comes to dealing with relationships it seem. The sense of helplessness as I see those who matter to me leaving me is stinging and painful. And somehow I see a pattern in it. Things that happen too fast will end too quickly too. So, slow and steady seems to be the only right in my life now, except its not happening. Oh yeah, regrets. The only thing I could say now is sorry. I would very much like to listen to what you all got to say but maybe its just not meant to be.