At least that's how I felt. Perhaps because I have been multi-tasking too much, but the good thing is I actually got things done! Yupp yupp, and it had been a happy week for me, I feel elated at even the slightest things lately. Yeah and I am rather satisfied with my performance in school work now and I am seeing results albeit slowly. More importantly, I finally understood how much peace letting go of everything can brings. It is the very fact that we are so obsessed or disturbed by something which makes us extremely moody and angry most of the time. Sad to say, that kind of inner peace is not everlasting, unless of course you have attain enlightenment. (:

I remembered discussing with kirstie about the complications of human relations. Its such a simple thing but we, humans never fail to complicate it with our little actions and words. Recent months had taught me how fragile friendships can be, how quickly the bond can be destroyed just by some seemingly harmless comments or interferences. Its scary how friends can become strangers overnight. It happens so fast that it is unbelievable and even surreal. Perhaps in the first place they had not cherished this friendship but could it be ourselves who have took for granted and become complacent of the friendship? Actually, what I do feel is that, many human relations are just superficial; it takes commitment, compassion and genuine actions between both parties to make the relationship work. I mean you can't always expect one party to be on the receiving end, isn't. The more we try to hold on to it, the more it slips away from us actually. We all should really start to understand our friends and ourselves better.

But perhaps, love is the only thing that could save us. Love never fails.