I really just realised me and pris are like alternately exchanging our depression. Right now, I am wishing that all the tests come soon, though study or never study still get the same results. 'Cos at least with stress, I will have less time to think of some things that I better left unturned. Go on, laugh at me, I am already insane as it is. I kind of wish I have some money at hand now to spend outlandishly for once or probably some lousy injection that will put me out of misery.


Randomly came across this phrase."Smile and make it real cause maybe it'll be just enough to last a lifetime." Pardon me, but that's just nonsense. A person can't possibly smile for every second of her life ain't it? Well, maybe when I am feeling better, I might have a different perspective on this, but right now this is it, pessimistic as it seems.Oh god, I am beginning to sound more and more like kim.

Tell me its all surreal.