Almost Paradise.

I feel weird. Everything around me is weird. Nothing seems to be right. I wish I could talk to him but haha I know its wistful thinking,yeah keep on dreaming Li Lin. Anyway, its time to wake up and do your homework, probabaly do some household chores too or just at least get some things done. Its a good thing I got some peace and solitude today especially in this rainy weather. No one to question me and nag at me. You know I know she knows. I really think so but it looks like no action is being carried out. So maybe I shouldn't care anymore, be an autistic person, unfeeling and unemotional, guess that will be quite cool. And oh well, the weird people are always the smart ones right. Yeah thats good. Oh and I really need some air and space, I wish he would give me a hug. Take care love. Nothing is forever but its hard to forget you.