Let me hear you call my name.
I'm a relatively good girl currently studying mathematical science in NTU. I absolutely adore my friends, chocolates and watching dramas. A smile is all it takes to make me happy. One day, I hope to make a difference in somebody's life.
More than words.
speak your mind You know you love me, too.
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Sunday, July 15, 2007
i have never felt as relaxed as now.the feeling of not needing to do anything is great. and of course it will never last long,sadly. nowadays,i always seem to feel very disappointed in myself. i feel as if no matter how much effort i put in,my results still sucks. can't help but think that maybe i am just too stupid and dumb. maybe i should just forget it and give up. i don't like this feeling.it takes away my optimism. and put me in a permanent sour and sad mood. i don't know what i am doing and saying anymore. everyone seem to be disappointed in me. even when i am at home or in school, i feel as if i am all alone. the smile i manage to squeeze out don't show in my eyes. i can sense and feel it. perhaps i will and can only find comfort in that something I have yet to fathom. just want to say,if i ever hurt or anger anyone of you in any way, sorry. you can blame me,curse me,hate me. i won't stop you neither will i blame you. the only thing i request is that you understand, Li Lin will always be Li Lin. everything's changed but nothing has changed. |
Goodbye.
Ah Kang
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